I'll start by saying that I know I have lots and lots to be thankful for. Kids, home, job, friends, blah, blah, blah. I get it. But I'm not feeling it. Not at all. I think I can confidently say that I am the unhappiest I've ever been. I'm feeling beaten down by life and without feasible options. It's hard to be thankful when that's your life. I don't expect you to get it unless you've been there. But it's where I am right now.