I recently began a quest to watch the entire Sex and the City series. My friends want to go see the movie next weekend, and, before last week, I had never seen a single episode, so I'm trying to catch up. I finished season four tonight. In that season, Miranda (the lawyer, coincidentally enough) accidentally got pregnant by an ex-boyfriend, and was having all kinds of problems dealing with being pregnant and becoming a mom. About halfway through episode 15, I realized that that's me. I'm dealing with all the same stuff - dread, apathy, lack of maternal instinct. Miranda ended up with a happy outcome (well, so far, anyway...I've still got two seasons to go), and I'm hoping for the same. Even though it's just TV, seeing someone else going through the same stuff and coming out ok makes me feel slightly better about myself. Now, if I could just figure out a way to do an entire pregnancy and labor in about three hours, like she did, life would be perfect.